My First Love

She just left me two months ago.In fact I had cried for one month.Even today I still sobbed when I was alone. I really miss her.If she could come back ,I can do anything.But my heart had been broken.With time went by ,especially When I go to the English corner.I always think of lots things.I am sad because I lost one of my best friends forever.You know maybe it is easy for someone to be your friend.but it is not easy to find a best one. She was my best friend ever.			Whatever happen now or in the future.She will be the most important friend in my life.Because she let me taste the first love.I grow up. Although I was hurted too much.I think she was hurted too.She called me to say " we should seperate.we are different" At that time I really want to die.Maybe this is my first time to fall in love.I learnt something.I also understood something.
Her birthday is 21.2.1977.Her nick name is LeLe.We met at the English corner.and we liked to talked with each other.It was in June 1998.in summer.She like new things too much.I told her I will teach her computer.And from that day we usually went to th internet center together.We began to know and I began to fall in love.				If my memory is right,I kissed her on 25 Nov .I asked her to be my girl friend after that.and she confused for a while.At last she promised .I still remmember how happy I was in that night. I can't forget foever.I was like the luckiest man in the world.
You know we are the senior.So we have to worry about our jobs.I wanted to go to the south of China to work.She too.But I wanted to look for the job after my graduation.she wanted to find one now. and then she found one.She will work in ShenZhen city.I still stick my own mind.she felt a little unsatisfied with me .And said I was not a practical man.The winter holiday came.She went back to home. I don't know what happened in her home.Maybe she met some her friends and she learnt something.Anyway she changed her mind.She wanted to leave me.I called her happily.but put the phone off sadly.I cried for the girl for the first time.			I talked with her by my mobile phone for two hours.It cost 180 RMB.I really wanted to know why.She told me I had lots of weakness.She won't trust me any more.I hope she can be my good friend.But she rejected me.I was dissapointed completely.Everything was over.I couldn't eat anything.I couldn't sleep well for long time.I was cracking up.I lost too many things recently.My father was ill .My mother's bussiness isn't good.My older brother lost his job.and I lost my best friend. Maybe my teacher will punish me for some reason.I am not sure.Anyway I am in the worst condition now.